bleh

i'm going on seven days sick now, horray, it's so much fun

whatever it is i've got, won't you please leave me alone? i kind of have a life to live and you are making me have no life except for being asleep all the time in darkness and it's getting depressing, thanks....being alone with my in-and-out-of-consciousness thoughts is getting reallllly tiresome too...the nonstop company of your own mind can be such a drag


i wish i could wake up tomorrow and it be saturday and spring so i could go play outside in the sunshine

sidenote: I've found that, with a few exceptions, music can intensify whatever state-of-mind one is in, and so one probably ought to take care not to misuse it...although i almost always do. it's so very strange, though, the way one's mood can be dictated, or at least influenced, by music. it's one reason i think music is one of the most powerful things in the world.